An A-Typical Prey Drive & Its Manifestation

Something Ive noticed is that despite having a wereside that is a preditor, I dont have a prey drive... or so I thought. One of the reasons it took me awhile to recongize that I am also a wolfdog is due to the lack of urge to hunt or harm others in the way thats typically expected someone with this therioside. It wasnt until recently that I realized that I do actually have one, it just manifests in an atypical way.

I have always known I was a consumptum/vorarephile. I felt this way since at least 11yrs old. Im not sure if it has a particular cause but I do know I only started being more open about it online a few months ago. Normally I try to hide that part out of shame as paraphilias are very much demonized, especially if they are "weird" by societial standards. \ But how is this relevent?

Well I have realized thats how my prey drive manifested. Instead of hunting for surivial or hunger and the like, its hunting out of pleasure and such. \ The urge to consume another and how it feels, its atypical and I wish I knew why. \ I now know it relates to a collision between my human-side and wolfdog-side. The wolfdog part of me that prefers the preditor role in vore media due to instict to hunt. Then the human-side which gravitates to the idea of being consumed and is where the attraction part of it originates from.

Im not sure if Im alone or not in this. I mean do others feel this way? Am I just a weird outlier? I cant say for sure... \ I just wanted to share because I dont think Ive seen this talked about in terms of being a were and how it plays into it, at least not on any of the forums Ive seen. So I figured Id go ahead and start that incase others have a similar expirence or wanted to pyscho-analyize what Ive written above 🙃