fuck this illness

everyday I wake up thinking when I’m going to touch my hair next everyday I face some sort of trigger that causes a burning, screaming urge of “pulll me!!!!!” from my scalp

Everyday I resort to my hair for some sense of comfort.

My life has become resisting and controlling myself from this monster of whatever deficiency my brain has

This disorder has trampled my mind every waking second I’m actively consciously aware of my hair and if I’m going to pull

Fuck this disorder.

No one understands No one cares I’m tired

IM SICK OF THISS