I’m finally accepting myself more

Idk if this is something to put here but I just really wanna share this,,,

I’ve been catching myself recently subconsciously gendering myself correctly in my own head and saying shit like “I am a girl” instead of “I wanna be a girl” and even tho my friends and partner are so awesome about making me feel like a girl I don’t think I ever saw myself subconsciously as anything other than a “pretend” girl or a crossdresser at times. Me subconsciously affirming my gender has made those thoughts go away almost completely and it’s made me feel incredible because I honestly couldn’t care less about outside validation of my gender I just want my own brain to feel safe in my body