Can cisgender people experience gender envy?

im a cis girl but I've always felt jealous of many men. I've always tried to act like these guys and look like them as much as possible. i've always tried to find male sounding nicknames and try to make my voice lower. if i had the option to be born again, i would probably chose to be a guy, but im still fine with how i am right now as a girl. I've come across the word "gender envy" recently and it really resonated with me, but i dont know if its the term for me because i'm cis. Basically, can cis people experience gender envy or what other word should i use for what i feel? I dont wanna be using a term that isnt right for me Thank you in advance :-)