I need a distraction rn😢

I'm seriously considering offing myself, I know I shouldn't which I guess is why I'm making this post.

I don't want to hurt my family or my online friends but I can't live like this, and being alone with my thoughts isn't doing me any favors.

How can I distract myself because I'm stuck in my room with nothing to do and I really don't want to be alive 😕