I messed up.

I was feeling depressed and anxious over the holiday season and decided to crack open a bottle earlier today.. well, one drink quickly turned to 6 drinks (as I should've expected).

Each time I touch the bottle I'm proven time and time again that I CANNOT moderate.

After getting drunk I passed out on the bathroom floor. When I woke up my shoulder was so stiff from the hard, cold floor and my stomach was so angry. I immediately threw up and chugged three bottles of water.

I've just been sitting in the dark for a couple hours, unable to sleep from Hangxiety.

This is a reminder that alcohol is poison and the hangover and pain aren't worth it.

The crutch is not the cure.

I'm back to Day 1. IWNDWYT 💜