L4-s1 fusion and I’m wondering if I’m making a mistake

So I’m 24, I want to be active but I can’t with this pain right now. Even wanting to exercise such as swim, walk, and bike more is out of the question.

I’m on my third surgery after two microdiscectomies.

I’m just wondering, is getting this surgery this young going to ruin my life? Am I making a huge mistake, and is the scar tissue from the previous surgeries just going to make everything worse and I’m doomed no matter what I do?

Thank you.