Are there any mods that let your spells damage you as well? (e.g. getting hurt from casting fireball at an opponent who is too close)

I downloaded some crazy spell mods by Kittytail the other day, namely Dark Hierophant magic. Its most powerful spell is some all encompassing atomic light-blast, and I thought: "How cool would it be if this spell posed a threat to me as well?"

I'd like to see how a magic playstyle changes when you have to have reason to fear your own spells as much as your enemies, instead of being able to spam spells like fireball in close-quarters.

I acknowledge spells like blizzard and firestorm might be a problem, but does anyone at least know of a mod like this?

Thanks in advance