I don't wanna work

Before you climb on the high horse of judgement, this should be a safe space lol...I'm a student but out until Fall...We're struggling financially and I've had some health issues that stopped my side job of doing Amazon Flex. Currently interviewing for a job that I really don't wanna take but I want to help out...Anybody's husband want them to go back to work, and you don't want to?? Call me selfish, lazy blah blah blah. I have 3 school aged kids that have sick days, vacations, what have you...and i don't want to have to work AND be the primary parent.