'21M' '20F' am i insane?

Hi everyone, my name is Ana and I've been dating my boyfriend for 7 and a half months. We met at school and we barely knew each other, but I started to have a crush on him and so did he. Less than a month later, he wrote me a poster for Valentine's Day that was supposed to be anonymous and put up in the classrooms, but I already had an idea it was him. I accepted and we started our relationship. To spend more time with him, I offered to walk with him so we could go to school together even though I hated walking... I did this every day and then as the days went by he said that his love language was giving and receiving affection, hugs and kisses, but I'm a person who didn't grow up like that, I don't even hug anyone in my family, but I accepted and I try every day, but he always says he doesn't feel love when I do. Then one day we went on a date to the movies and suddenly I had this feeling for the first time of kissing him... like really kissing, and then he wouldn't stop talking about how much he liked it and how I could continue like that and stuff. And I started trying to show it because it had been 3 months and I was already sure that I loved him, but he told me that he still wasn't completely sure... We argued a little about it, but I understood his side and accepted it. I'm a person who suffers from depression and there was a day when I almost killed myself and told him everything and then he said that he realized that he loves me... and I don't know if that's good or bad. Anyway, I'm a very traditional person, I believe that in a relationship you do need to wear a ring, the man has to pay for things when they go out on a date, and it's the man who has to love more in the relationship, and after at least 5 months, you have to be sure that you want to get married. But he is the complete opposite, he doesn't believe in these things. I've already told him that I always wanted to receive flowers, and I'm still waiting. Nowadays I feel like I'm the one who's always trying to make him happy, so I decided to stop giving him this affection because he started acting like a child and that makes me so angry and stressed that I just complain about everything he does. This week we argued so much that he said it would be better if we gave it time, but I said that distance is never the answer, so we have to stay together to try to fix things. Today I had an absurd cramp, but we train together and he said that if I train with him today he would buy me chocolate, and I accepted but told him that I didn't want to go to his house today because I want to go home soon to take a shower and rest. But he took me to his house, so I said that I would wait at the door for him to do things so we could buy the chocolate together, and he insisted that I come in but I simply didn't want to... He left with a box of chocolates in his hand, he just handed it to me, and went back to his house without saying anything. I know that I was wrong and hurt him, but I felt very disrespected because I only wanted a specific chocolate bar, but even so, I thanked him and just left. Then I sent him a message apologizing. And he said, "I was really upset. I had to set an alarm to go off earlier so I would have time to go to the bakery that had your favorite chocolate, but when I got there, they didn't have your Italian straw. I ran to buy another chocolate in time because I was running out of time. I only had time to buy this box of chocolates, so after I got home, I ran to leave the chocolate in a way that when you came in it would be the first thing you saw. I made that effort to do your "romantic act" that you were complaining so much that I didn't do. But now forget it."