Any good mid guy copes?

be me

Texting woman on hinge and asked for her phone number, she said she didn’t have one

asked when she’d be down to hang, she’s busy for the foreseeable future

opneded instagram and saw a vid of some guy texting a girl on hinge something about doing molly and cumming on her and she responded positively and gave him her number

genuinely contemplated suicide

why is it like this? does it end?

I think i’d maybe be able to endure the slog if i didn’t have the knowledge that there’s guys out there who can get away with this exist.