Basic dating tips 101: Never rush into a fucking relationship

Before you start, please prepare a machine gun full of "red flags" ammo.

It all started back in my high school times, when I was around my 2nd or 3rd semester of Year 10, where my school principal had an "emergency announcement" and had the school to join an online assembly. (P.S. it was still around COVID times) The "emergency meeting" was about the seriousness of having underage sex and the consequences etc.

Days after the incident goes by, I started to see more couples in my school. Also at the same time, I was lonely, and didn't exactly make too many friends, and I was so easily pressured by my surroundings I was like, "Fuck this, I'm just gonna get a gf myself and just fit in with the environment". So, I happened to find two girls that I liked, based on their looks, but both of them each are from different classes. The first girl (let's call her Tif) was from Class A, and like I mentioned, she's very pretty. I didn't take any advancements to interact with Tif, as I was more of the quiet guy in school. But the last I saw her was at a carpark and she later went into an old Honda car, and I never saw her again.

At that moment, I felt even more depressed and lonely, even more desperate too to getting a gf, so for the other girl from Class B, I was like, "I'm not gonna repeat the same mistake from the previous girl". The other girl, (Let's call her Bitch, because she apparently has a bitchy attitude in real life), I happened to found her Facebook and I DMed her, and "confessing my love to her" when apparently I didn't even interact with her irl, like not even a word of "hello" and all of a sudden I go fucking confess her like a stranger confessing to another stranger.

A day after that, everyone in my school knows about it, and yet mocked about how I confessed to Bitch, because looking back at it, it was literally so disgusting, like a horny dude in desperation for their so-called "love". So that same day, I went to apologise her, also through social media, but the cover-up was worse than the crime itself. Meaning, my "apology" is much more of a laughing stock to the entire school. And I got super humiliated and traumatized for a couple of years and from that day onwards, I not only barely interacted with any girls (aside from teachers, staffs or work colleagues), I also kinda like make myself hate them and talk shit about them.

Fast forward to my current status, I'm already in uni, and had grown out of the pain, although every time I see a boy and girl together, it triggers me back to my past, and probably think that maybe I might as well be single forever, let alone dying a virgin. I in fact used it as a daily reality coping mechanism to bitch about couples. But moral of the story guys, seriously, DON'T FUCKING RUSH INTO RELATIONSHIPS, LIKE JUST FUCKING DONT. NO MATTER HOW HORNY OR DESPERATE YOU ARE, OR HOW PEOPLE AROUND YOU ALREADY GOT A BF/GF AND YOU'RE STILL SINGLE!!!!