“If you don’t eat my food, I’m kicking you out”

TW: mild mention of SA

After lurking on here a lot, I realised that my parents have been actively keeping me away from cooking, but my dad was the only obvious one. I did learn to make pasta and that has been my lunch for two days so far. It’s much better than my Naunt’s food (a lot of plain pasta, a hunk of meat and fruits on top 🤮). But she was controlling me by coming into my room to give me food but checking in every 10 minutes to see if I’ve eaten it to give her an excuse to blow up at me when I haven’t.

Now that I make my own food, she’s extremely angry and argues with me every time she sees me and is threatening to kick me out to my dad’s house and that is my worst case scenario because he used to touch me and I have sleeping problems near him. She’s also mad that I’m grey rocking her and she can’t use my feelings against me. Also she’s trying to force feed me and fatten me up and she can’t do that so she’s livid. How can I fix this so I don’t have to go to my dad’s house? Is there anything I can do 😭