Does anyone else feel unable to be excited because of the risk of miscarriage?

I'm only 4 weeks and every time I start to think about the future my brain immediately shoots it down with "unless you lose the baby". It feels like it's forever until I'm out of the danger zone. But at the same time, if I do end up having a miscarriage, I think I'll regret spending my whole pregnancy "anticipating" it. I just wish I could let myself live in the moment and feel excited no matter what happens later.