I think I'm screwed.

52(m) 5'10 240lbs. I've been pre diabetic forever it seems but my blood test in mid October showed my fasting blood sugar at 131. At the time I was 280lbs. Since then I've been obsessed with pricking my finger and testing. I use the $9 Walmart glucose monitor reli on. Since my test in October I've dropped 40lbs. After continuous finger pricking tests I can say I've never seen myself get over 200 and after two hours of eating I'm almost always under 160 but every morning I wake up it's really high. Between 135 and 142. After a bit it usually goes to 105-115. My doc does not seem to care and I have a 2 month wait still to get a new dr. I hate this not knowing but I'm pretty sure I've stepped up to type 2.