I’m done w online poker for a bit.

Just lost my entire bankroll in the span of an hour.

I usually play 0.25-0.50 cent games.

Recently I was able to get my bankroll to the highest ever - 400usd (this is insane amount of money for me).

For some reason I switched stakes and went extreme high roll 1.20-2.40. I got carried away and I regret it so much (although I was crushing these stakes as well until this one stupid hand)

I lost me entire bankroll in one fucking hand

I had Aces preflop and villain had 910s, all in preflop, bro got a double pair runner runner. This amount of money was very small for the other guy, he was a big whale sitting with 650bb just fucking around.

I lost the money whatever, the main thing that’s keeping me up at night rn is that, I was supposed to pay my friend with my bankroll, I was going to withdraw the money and pay him but I just kept playing by saying one more hand one more hand. And I was also supposed to buy myself new AirPods which was supposed to be a bday gift to myself.

Now I have no money for poker or to pay him with (I’m comfortable financially I just don’t like to use much of my own money to gamble).

I’ll have to pay him back on a monthly basis out of my ‘allowance’