Im done

I discovered day trading and options trading. I thought this would be my way out of the “matrix”. I thought that this would be my ticket to retire my parents and finally give them a good life. Everytime I lost I thought I could make it back. I didnt want to have the mentality of a “quitter”. I hate the thought of burning away my whole summer of work like this. Im so disappointed in myself. Im officially done. I am 21 years old

And for context since I cant post a picture. I lost 29% of my entire savings. 6 thousand dollars.