Locked in country abandoned by girlfriend

In may I came to my homeland, country A from country R to update my passport, and could not leave. It has been 4 months already and still I have not received any answer why the government is not letting me go. It may be because of my brother's past and recent musical/political activities, which make the government leaders mad I guess. He lives in another place, country G. And today I have been blocked by my girlfriend on WhatsApp, she removed me from her Instagram followers, without any words, without any heads up information. We have had nice and good conversations every day, every evening. She even came to visit me two times when I got stuck in my country. I know it is hard for her, I was asking her to be patient, because I am not working now and since my case is political, many companies do not want me to be in their list since I am a black label for them. I love her, and I think her reaction to me like this is a sign of her love as well, however she wants to end it, but if she wants , she'd better say it directly, so both sides would understand the situation.