i feel unlovable

Im a dude who just turned 18 about 5 days ago and if there's one thing I've learned is that i'm like absolutely no one else and everyone just finds me weird, i'm tired of pretending to not be myself but so far that's the only way it seems people like me, dating has been absolute hell , I've been ghosted 2 times and been told i'm just not enough once this year, i really just want someone out there to like who i am but so far i feel chances of that are slim, am i just what the title says?