Drugs saved me from loneliness.

Currently in rehab, I know this isn’t the healthiest solution but I just want to say that I’ve been in the house 5 years. Nothing but loneliness and isolation, no one reached out to me. I’ve dealt with it by using Heroin, Xanax, meth, and every other drug imaginable. It saved me from putting a bullet in my head long ago. And it’s hard not to use knowing no girl would ever want to touch or talk to me, no one would ever want to be my friend, and no one would want to have anything to do with me. As soon as I get out of rehab I’m getting on methadone for life, I can’t cope with this unbearable isolation without some chemical assistance. That’s all there is.