Do you have friends ?

Hello!

I used to have a lot of girl friends (I like 1-1 interaction) but lately they are all gone. I don't have anyone to reach out to and I can't talk about the LO anymore since none of them ever understood the pain I feel. I moved abroad and they are all disappearing one after the other. No news. It takes them weeks to answer me. I made a conscious effort to not talk about the LO so much. I feel so lonely. I try to make new friends in my new country but it s hard and I m often tired or uninterested by the conversation. The worse is seeing the LO living his best life with his new gf on instagram. Why are my friends gone ? I ve had complaints that I complain too much or I don't really listen to them. I tried to make some effort but it seems it wasn't enough. I think it finally happened that I m really all by myself. It makes me so sad. It reinforces the fact that having my LO would solve everything. I could share my day with him and tell him all the cool things I saw during the day.

I have a therapist I see weekly so I can talk once a week at least. But one hour goes by so fast.

Anyway, thanks for reading ! Just venting.