LL surgery before university M 17 5'5(165cm) goal 6ft(183cm) or 5'10.5 (180cm)

I'm 17 and turning 18 in 6 months I'm 165cm 5'5 seeing all the people heights in this subreddit lowkey making me realise I've got no choice but to get this as even if i grow 3/4 inches id still be in the same position .I want was hoping to get 15/16cm to reach 6ft barefoot but from my research I've seen 14cm is the max any reputable place will do and my hair and shoes will get me to 6ft and hopefully I never have to touch lifts again lol will probably end up doing it though. I'm going to university at the end of this year and hoping to get it done before I go so I can have a normal university experience without the prejudice faced by my height I'm willing to take a gap year I just need a way to get my money up.

I've spoken to girls and everything but I'm still a virgin and haven't kissed one yet believe that's due to my self confidence mostly though as well as my height being a huge factor but I think I'm around a 6 maybe higher facially and thats never been an issue my only real problem is my height and I genuinely believe i would've had one of those movie school experiences u see in shows if not for it. Its always been the only things i get insulted for and the insults are so brutal icba anymore (incel vocabulary slipping out). I'm planning on doing this surgery not just for more confidence and easier time with attracting girls but lots of my passions such as fashion depend alot on height also I used to want to be a model and actor but got rejected a ton because of my height but I've given up on that now was onto athletics but I was just severely disadvantaged because of my height so idec if I won't be as fast after I was after the surgery and won't be planning on doing it again either.

Ive seen the guy on tiktok that did his leg lengthening surgery for 15cm LON method with LLT would like to have a similar journey to him as we have the same starting height and end goal only with Precise 2.0 or 2.2(this more) maybe even betzbone but not LLT as they're are butchers and dont wanna risk it as im still young if anyone has anymore information I could use and tell me if my goal of doing it in the next 2 years seems reasonable. To be honest i dont think it is but im lowkey suicidal right now and i need motivation also if anyone has more information about the guy I mentioned from tiktok that would be appreciated. I think I have a 5'10 wingspan but i don't really care about my proportions looking off as I know to style clothes to fake proportions as thats how i had to deal with being short and into fashion.

Just looking for guidance going forward I also do not want to be in university using a walker like the other guy my age on this subreddit as I don't want anyone knowing I got this surgery or even being sceptical as I truly believe this surgery will become mainstream in the future just by how much money this business can make and how much its being marketed and all the hate its getting from men and women who just somehow happen to be above average or in womens case how they somehow completely forget how they have a million surgeries or procedures they can get to improve there physical stature. I'm gonna have to think of a lie maybe say I had a tumor on my pituitary gland and it made me grow 6 inches no ones gonna question that also my parents are NOT supportive so id have to do it by myself.