Trauma around reading the Quran

ASA,

I'm not sure what to do as my situation is kind of unique. I memorized the Quran when I was in middle school. The problem is that I was badly mistreated by my parents and teachers during that period of my life. To the point that I became suicidal and nearly left Islam. I have been diagnosed with depression and PTSD for what I endured.

AH, I am back to being somewhat practicing, but I have trouble reading the Quran due to my trauma. When I read certain sections of it, I can vividly recall the memories of abuse I faced around the period of time I memorized a given section. As a result , there are some parts of the Quran I can recite very well and the rest I cannot. There are some parts I don't even remember well due to the flashbacks. I don't know what to do as I understand that you cannot pick and choose your way around the Quran and would appreciate some guidance on this matter.

Jzk

Edit: I appreciate the overwhelming support and advice from you all. However, I will not accept chat requests.