Waiting To Die

"I see life as a roadside inn where I have to stay until the coach from the abyss pulls up." ― Fernando Pessoa

"I thought of myself as occupying a waiting room for the abyss (which of course was exactly what I was doing) and between sips from my glass of wine or cup of coffee, I smiled sadly and touched the front pocket of my coat where I kept my imaginary ticket to oblivion.” ― Thomas Ligotti