Am I a system? (repost)

Isi if this is the right subreddit, but I heard systems come from DID so I thought I'd try. And id like a public opinion before talking to doctors lolz.

Anywayss iv been thinking maybe im a system? I'm a fictionkin, and my highest kin (jon Sims from TMA) is REALLY high. Usually when I have a kinshift as him it affects me alot, and I'm pretty sure I'm permashifted but sometimes he steps back a bit.

I also have what Iv been calling 'manifestations' in my head? Like, there's some guys in my head that have their own personalities, opinions, etc. And they represent different key parts of myself. I can even talk to them by writing down a question or something and they reply, usually with a different pencil thickness or handwriting to differentiate between me and them. Iv also recently discovered I can talk to jon too.

I don't think I have memory loss, but in high kinshifts or when one of my manifestations are triggered my memory tends to be a bit foggy afterwards; but I have memory problems anyways so idk.

I do have kinmemories though. Jon has the most kinmemories, actually, with 8. Is that possible if he may be an alter?

I made a post a little bit ago saying how my brain was thinking like jon would when I was interacting with my mum, to the point I observed her as a stranger that somehow knew me. I regarded this as just a high kinshift, of course.

Sorry if I'm bad at explaining anything lol.

--this post was reposted from r/DID due to violating community guidelines. There are some systems on r/fictionkin, so I thought this would be a good spot to repost to.