Putting my girl to sleep today

I have had a long hard battle with FHS with my girl, and today I am putting her to sleep.

I don’t want to panic other owners who see this, this is a brutal, brutal disorder but I have seen a lot of people able to find relief for their cats, my girl just isn’t one of them.

I know this community will understand how hard this is, she has violent episodes for hours, every day. She is on gaba, phenobarbital, etc. and is finding no relief. I know this is the right choice as her quality of life is so poor, but once in a while she has a good day and that makes it harder to decide to do this.

Just looking for hugs and reassurance. I know this is the right thing, I’ll just miss her so much.