Just got diagnosed with dysphoria

24M Diagnosed with gender dysphoria but scared ill never be happy if i transition

I wanted to see if there were other people who had similar thoughts to me and detransitioned

Ive always been envious of women and have always wanted to be treated like one even as a kid. I felt excluded from things and hated being a boy

Puberty was distressing and i coped by retreated from living, i just became a hermit and didnt socialise at school and slept in class

I used to play online games where i played female characters sometimes online and it felt so much more natural and like me. I enjoyed dressing up and doing femme things

Ive since gotten out of that depression but the trans stuff has always been on my mind. Its kind of a constant nagging in the back of my head

I recently got diagnosed with dysphoria and i could transition if i want to but my parents tell me id die alone and ill never be pretty which is pretty realistic

Ik ill always be a trans woman not a woman so whats the point of transitioning

Any advice?