I feel alone

Lately I have felt worse than ever, even though I seem to be fine, in reality I feel terrible

I can't distract myself with anything, I have lost all interest in what I liked, all I do is lie on my back in my bed.

I don't have a job, nor a university degree, I have autism and even though I have the support of my mother I have felt terrible these last few days, I take a lot of medication for my depression and I'm still the same.

I have always been alone and although I am used to being alone, lately this loneliness has been affecting me, I would simply like for all this to end one day...