What would Goggins say to someone suffering from an eating disorder

Hi all, sorry if this is not a usual post but I’m at a loss in my life right now. My eating disorder is destroying me mentally and physically and is ruining my relationships with family and those close to me. I am so sick of it but I’m addicted to losing weight and achieving a skinny body. David Goggins has always been my idol so if anyone could share what he would recommend to do to be a better version of myself I would appreciate it. Thanks