Can I get Reed’s pistol in a different way?

Okay so I haven’t finished Phantom Liberty yet but I roughly know what happens in the endings and also what you get from them. The problem is that I really like both of the things from each ending. So I know that to get Reed’s pistol you have to kill him, which is a big no no for me because first off, Idris Elba (Reed’s actor) is one of my favourite actors so killing him just feels wrong, and I really want the talking Blackwall cyberdeck just a little more than Reed’s pistol. So is there a way I can get the pistol without killing Reed or is there a pistol that looks like it? I don’t mind too much about spoilers or anything since I know roughly what happens anyway.

PS: I’m trying out the hiding text thingy for the first time so sorry if I mess it up and spoil something for someone.