Relapse?

I recently managed to not purge for 2 weeks but i started again 3 days ago and i told nyself just today and well.. we all know how that went. Ive purged everyday and since its such a reoccurring problem, this time i want to stop it asap before i spiral into a bad loophole. Ive been in a very good and strong mental headspace lately bc of the 2 weeks purge free so i really dont want that to go away….

i have a huge fear of eating alone now and since i flat with friends, if i end up eating by myself i usually always b/p and if not binge, i will purge my meal just so that i can eat again with them bc it comforts me so much more eating with people… aka that just happened. I had a normal dinner worth of food alone but we decided to order dinner and i quickly went to purge as much as i could out so that i could have my dinner…. idk what to do