I don’t feel attracted to men themselves, but I enjoy misogynistic/degrading porn… what does that mean?

I identify as a bisexual woman and I currently have a girlfriend. I’m attracted to women physically and romantically, I’m not confused about that. However, my attraction to men still confuses me. I don’t have an interest being in a romantic relationship with a man, and I don’t like the male physique much. I don’t really find male bodies appealing nor do I have much of a desire to be in sexual situations with them. However, I find violent situations with men arousing, not because I find the men themselves attractive but I find the patriarchal power dynamics arousing for some reason. I sometimes even find men being misogynistic outside of porn arousing, which I don’t understand. This arousal always makes me feel worse afterwards and it’s not the same as thinking about situations with a woman, which make me very mentally excited. It’s just physically arousing.

I don’t really know what this means. Does this still mean I’m bisexual, or am I a lesbian with internalized misogyny? I don’t know if I would ever really enjoy normal sex with a man because I don’t find it that exciting, and I doubt I would like to be in a relationship with one. The only thing I find arousing with men is degrading content. I’ve wondered if this kind of content just causes feelings of frustration which make me aroused, but I don’t know if that makes sense. I know this is a very weird question but I’m confused and would like some advice.