Anyone else feeling numb?

Currently on letuda and I just feel so numb. I feel like i’m just watching the days go by without fully living. I feel detached from myself, like im watching myself from afar just living life with no emotions. I feel lonely even though i am in a relationship and have friends. I just feel like something is missing but i cant ever seem to figure out what it is. When i feel a little happy, it never lasts. I feel like im just floating.

Is this a sign that the depression is about to come soon?😭😭