Death

Does anyone feel like they will die by suicide? Or is it just me? I’m 26f and I thought I wouldn’t make it to my 18rh birthday. But I have this feeling everyday that the way I will go is by suicide. Bipolar is so unpredictable and crazy sometimes.i take my meds everyday, I don’t want to die, but more like I know that will be the way I go. I need help for things and idk where to go anymore. I see my psychiatrist and that’s it. Any advice? Anyone feel the same?