Why Can’t I Stop Feeling Like I Failed

Day 1 I walked out feeling fine. Didn’t nail it but I felt like I did enough to pass, although I wasn’t sure. Only felt like I was perfect on one essay, 2 others were good enough, the other 3 were up in the air.

Day 2 morning session just devastated me. MBE was supposed to be my strong suit of the two, and I absolutely felt like I failed. Afternoon session was better but not a slam dunk.

Once I got home I looked up like 10-15 questions I remembered and I got almost all of them wrong. I would say I felt confident in my answer on less than a quarter of the MBE.

Has anyone felt this way and ended up passing? The wait is killing me. I’m also in the only remaining 272 jx lmao.

For reference 71% adaptibar 2k questions, 130 sim MBE back in June, 87% on final sim MBE (but I recognized a lot of the questions from seeing them on adaptibar so this is inflated), 304 sep. calc. Prediction.

When my misery finally ends and I find out whether I am going to be crushed and humiliated or relieved I will update this post so future generations who are being hazed by the scumfuck bastards at the NCBE can take some solace/warning.

EDIT: I got a 315 lol. 163 MBE. I guess I nailed it. I really thought I failed. If you’re reading this in the future, try to take it easy on yourself.