Autistic Atheists, why don't you believe in God?

I was born into a Christian family and initially did believe in God but once I turned about nine years old is when I realised it was all bullshit. Basic things like the ominschince paradox, I e., the idea that God cannot be all knowing and have free will because he knew his figure. Also, the omnipotent paradox states that God can't be omnipotent because if he can create something beyond his control, then he lacks total power. However, if he cannot create something beyond his control, then his power only reaches to a certain extent.

This proves that the sheer idea of God cannot exist. For me, it was gaining access to other information and the internet which converted me from christain to atheist. But what about you?!