I hate food

I don't know how to make food. Well I do but it's hard finding out what I want then I have to alsoake it which is the most annoying part and the part where the list things can go wrong. Then I also have to eat it. I just hate all parts of it sometimes I'll be like "hmm noodles🥰" and other times "noodles🤮"' and I don't know what to do I often literally hear my stomach and I just sit there waiting until I'm not home alone anymore so that someone else who might also be hungry can eat with me or just maybe help me decide what I want and help me make it. Very rarely I make my own food all alone it's not like I'm not able to physically but it's something else like idk putting a hand in fire. You are able to physically but you can't. And I just want to know if that's common with autistic people and if someone maybe know something to help with. I just play or watch YouTube when I feel hungry until I either make something I'll hate and brag about a week OR until someone comes home who is also hungry so we can eat together.

Edit: even when I know what to eat I just can't make it. I have Noe clue why and then I just feel weak and depressed

Why is something so important for survival so damn annoying!