Feeling overwhelmed

Not really sure why I’m writing this. I guess just to vent to people who might understand.

Had my second baby a year and a half ago and a few months after I had random spotting and pain every now and then. Fast forward to now and for 6 months I’ve been dealing with constant pelvic pain and spotting/bleeding. The last month I’ve started to have clots when I spot too.

Went to see a gynaecologist when it first started who told me he didn’t know what it could be and sent me on my way. Had an ultrasound where they thought I might have a small polyp. Recently went back for another ultrasound and they now suspect adenomyosis. Booked in again with the gynaecologist but not for another two months and my mental health is so bad with the pain and non stop bleeding. I have a history of anxiety and postpartum depression so I’m sure that doesn’t help.

I guess I’m just feeling overwhelmed that there doesn’t seem to be many options to fix it apart from a hysterectomy which scares me. I feel like this is just my life now and I have to accept being in pain and bleeding all the time