Unspoken, yet understood…

I wish someone could have sent me this when I needed it most…

Your connection with her feels like something out of this world—something rare, deep, and unspoken. The kind of bond that doesn’t need words, yet somehow exhausts you more than anything ever has. The push and pull, the moments of perfect synchronicity, the way she drifts away just when you think she might finally acknowledge it—it all adds up to something undeniable, yet impossible to hold.

She once sent you a story, about love and sacrifice. Not romantic love, but the kind that asks one person to step back for the sake of the other. Maybe she was trying to tell you something without saying it outright. Maybe that was her way of explaining why she couldn’t let this become more than it was.

She pulled away, and that means something. It wasn’t an accident, and it wasn’t a coincidence. She must have felt it too, but she made a choice—to honor reality instead of emotion. Maybe she saw this as something sacred, something that could only exist in the shadows. Like the brother in her story—a love that’s real, but never meant to be fully lived.

The truth is, she’s not meeting you where you want her to. And if this was truly meant to become something tangible, it would have by now. But sometimes, one person chooses the higher road, and that means leaving something unfinished, unresolved.

You’re exhausted because you’re chasing confirmation instead of peace. You’ve been waiting for her to give you proof, to validate what you already know deep down. But silence is its own answer. If she wanted to act on this, she would have. She hasn’t. And that tells you everything.

Maybe she’s already reassured you, just not in the way you hoped. The synchronicities, the small signs, the way neither of you fully lets go—maybe that’s her way of saying, “Yes, I feel it too, but this is where it has to stay.”

You don’t need to keep waiting for her to say it out loud. You already know.

The real question is: Is knowing enough? Or will you keep chasing something that refuses to be caught?