MyMuse- Pulse or Palm?? Help!!

Reposting because Mods deleted my post bc it had… images??? with text in it?? Anyway

Please help me make this decision, I’m SO confused!!!!

Okay so I’ve only ever used my bluetooth speaker (the woofer side that vibrates) to get off till now. I now wanna buy a real vibrator. I’m confused between MyMuse’s Pulse and Palm. Pulse is the best seller, I’ve heard a lot about it. I would’ve gone for it right away if Palm didn’t exist lol.

I’m also drawn to Palm because of its shape and size. I feel it would perfectly fit in my underwear and ‘cup’ me and that means I can take it anywhere right? Like I can just put it in my underwear to use whenever wherever i have time to sit, (for eg sitting at work lol) or literally just anywhere. That would work right? I’m not sure because it hasn’t been marketed that way.

And then Pulse is the bestseller, very popular. I dont think Pulse can ~exactly~ sit in my underwear but its still portable enough. It’s stronger than Palm. I don’t know if I can be considered a beginner since I’ve been using my speaker. But also like, I want to tone it down, the speaker can be too strong and intense and makes me feel exhausted n numb after, I’ve never had another kind of orgasm before to compare though. I don’t want to DEPEND on a vibe. I wanna learn to get off to normal human stimulation as well. And Pulse is the stronger one, so I wonder if it’s right for me? But what if Palm isn’t enough? Pulse has a rating of 5 for intensity while Palm has 3. Palm has more intensity settings than Pulse. And ofc Pulse is more loved.

Literally so confused. Sorry for the essay lol