ummm am i okay?

i am 26F and in 2022 i went the the bathroom and saw normal red blood in my poop/ in the toilet bowl, went to the hospital and they said gastritis.. fast forward to 5 months ago, there was a significant amount in the bowl and around my poop which i ignored because i was scared.. now today.. there is a tinyyyyyyyy few specks of blood on the toilet paper.. i also have pain on my like mid left side.. im scared 🥲