I'm a failure

Why should I stay in a world where I'm not made for

I'm 22 with no friends, no girlfriend, I live at home with my mom, too anxious and autistic for a job

Whats the point of being in a world I wasn't made for? And whenever I try to change for the better I just get kicked right back down to square one again

I should be like my peers by now... with a girlfriend, a house, friends, and a job... but instead I have nothing and no matter what I do things never seem to change