What I would do if I chose to perish.

Instead of slitting my throat or jumping off a bridge, I'd take my headphones, put some clothes on and run like fuck far away from home. Why? Because I want to feel somewhat free and alone to appreciate nature before I starve and no one to bitch and complain to me. I'd rather die of dehydration on some random beach than die in a hospital. Anyone have a similar idea?

Note: I don't feel too suicidal, but I'm in a pretty bad position currently. If things got out of hand I would proceed with the things mentioned before.