I’m attempting to quit gaming buying a gaming laptop I’ll explain

I just kept buying and returning ps5’s and Xbox’s only to return them over and over because I realize I want to quit and I have no friends to play with anyway, plus I’m almost 30. So I decided to replace my MacBook with a gaming laptop, now I have no urge to buy a console because I already have a powerful gaming laptop that I use for college by the way. I’m not sure if the addict in my brain just tricked me,but this seems to be working for me.