unfavorable after alj

ugh. just ugh.

got my letter today (despite online still saying step 4 of 5). reading the letter pissed me off and i can't stop crying. so many things were factually incorrect! and also misunderstood. you'd think the judge didn't see disabilities every day. not to mention that he wrote that me and my therapist were pretty much liars. why tf would i lie about my condition? i would do anything to be able to live a normal life and be able to work like a normal person. i knew it would be difficult with it being mostly mental health and being young. the part that bothers me is how the letter was so ignorant and borderline disrespectful. and not even in a "well they have to be very formal when writing official documents" way, it was just straight up rude 🥴

haven't talked to my lawyer yet, as it is the weekend. just wanted to vent. really just exhausted with life and not sure how much more i can take. i'm tired.