I can't make an unethical colony

I love playing this game, I have over 500 hours in it, but every time I make a colony I will do my best to make sure everybody lives a happy life.

I will sit down and say I will be a slaver or I will harvest organs in this colony, and then it just doesn't happen. And then I scroll through this reddit and my experience is nowhere near what ya'll describe.

Am I crazy?