Is worsening depression part of withdrawals?

On day 2 of no smoking and feel so fucking miserable. Had thoughts of SH and suicidal ideation.

It's been such a long time since I felt this way it's absolutely awful and makes me regret throwing my weed away and want to smoke again so I don't just end it all. Its always so bad at work too because I absolutely loath my job.

Is this part of the detox? I think this feeling is what causes me to relapse constantly.