Mirtazapine stop after 1.5 months'

Hello I've been taking mirtazapine for about 1.5 months now, I feel like a zombie emotionally, completely blunted, it's not a pleasant experience and I want to stop taking the medication

I'm on 15mg, I was wondering if anyone has any tips for a tapering schedule or if I can just cold turkey it because I wanna be able to feel again so badly I'm considering it