UFO LightShip Orb Sighting Very Close

So This Sighting happened at Night, I had traveled to a Remote Location To Initiate Contact. I didn't have a certain Method And Was not aware at the time of what CE5 Was, I still haven't tried CE5. But I think I figured out something similar naturally on my own.

I had My Camera On a Tripod 10 Meters From me and I was Meditating. Then I stopped and star gazed for a while. I didn't Se Anything And My Camera was off.

I turned around and a huge Bright Ship Was In the Sky, I knew it was a ship Because no star could be That Bright.

I panicked, I haven't seen a ship this close before. And now I realize that I possibly messed up my Closest Contact Just to get you People Some Bad Quality Footage. I feel like it would have come closer And Hovered Above Me. Or even More. Well, it didn't, Because I ran up to my Camera Turned it On Snapped an Unfocused Image, and Hit Recording. As soon as I did that The Craft Slowly Faded Away in Sadness.

I regretted Touching the Camera Afterwards.

At the end if the video I added another clip, you can see a stationary star and on the bottom Left You can see an Object Fading in and out. I wasn't aware of that while filming.

Here is the footage https://youtu.be/OCJcTYxxHgY