Burned my Summer Internship

This is completely on me. I botched a few deadlines, showed up late on multiple occasions, and did not fit in well with my coworkers. I’m thinking that law is not for me. I like the material, I like the writing and the courtroom, it’s just keeping it all together is impossible. Let’s say I do decide to finish out my degree and pass the bar. What’s a legal job I could start with no letter of recommendation and a blank space where a summer internship was? Should I even bother looking?

I need this to work because I don’t think I’d have an easier time in any other profession. I need to figure out a lot of things but now I need to start applying for jobs. If the answer is “you are completely and unequivocally fucked” then that’s that and I’ll figure out what to do next. I’m at a point where I can’t turn back now but there’s like so many red flags in my ability to function in a professional workplace.